Monday, September 7, 2015

Falling victim to things that are out of are Control.... " Worry"

Just the title alone, makes me say, Wow! and, it's my title (eek!)
I think back, sweetie pies and, I have to be honest. I have fallen victim to this so many times - more times on top of that. 
You know, now that I think about it. Those of you reading, who are of the older generation can agree when we were children we didn't have a care in the world, second thoughts about nothing just  as care-free as we want to be right?

I think, after we come of age and start having children is when we begin to worry. I know that is when I started, I started to worry about the pregnancy then, after the baby comes you get a whole new set of worries that carry over into other parts of your world: finances, bills etc, etc,. You get the basis of what I saying, right?

My dad he tagged me the worrier and somehow in my adolescent thinking, I felt that if I didn't worry about loved ones, I didn't care,,,Uh wrong. I knew, I shouldn't worry, I knew, I shouldn't be concerned about the things that were out of my control. we're not in control. You may say,"

I'm in control" let share this with you this is one of the things that helped me realize.. I was "not" in control.

Think on this, " Is everything, exactly the way you want it to be? You have to job you want? You live in the type of neighborhood you want? you drive the type of car you want to drive? and, ow about your bank account is that your ideal balance available to you? Are you with the person you see yourself growing old with? If you answered no to some of these questions. Guess what? you are not in control, for if you were things would be exactly as you want them to be.


I knew, my worrying was bad when I met this woman, a stranger to me she was a paraplegic (True story) didn't know me from a pail of rocks . I was working in a building with quite a few medical offices and came to our office by mistake. (hmm?) I left out with her to offer some assistance in helping find where she needed to be and, as we were moving down the hallway she said, "You're a worry wart.!" First thought, I kid you not was how do you know? 


the visible impact, here I am walking with the activity my limbs and she is confined to a wheelchair It was so humbling. This encounter took place in 2012, and I I can reflect back on it as if it happened yesterday, and i still think about nit " That is when something impacts your life and it leaves an imprint. Imapct leads to change. See how that works? and yes, she was right I was such a worrier I worried about things in advance of them happening. Oh lawd! what was I thinking,? 


There was no peace in that worry is confusion your thoughts all over the place. If you want to open the door for Peace to come into your life then stop worrying you must practice it worry can affect us in many ways through stress, illness and anxiety.Whatever, you are capable of changing, Change it otherwise if not.. let it in the hands of the one who can. Keep your mind in perfect peace.

The bible tells us be anxious for nothing. Phil 4:6

Matthew 6:25 "Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes." 
Have you ever read, the definition of worry? I starts off "To torment oneself..."

Sunday, August 30, 2015


I talked, to God this morning, I said..." Lord, I am no where near the woman, I would Love to be in you." ( My thought behind the words were, I'm waiting for you.) 
That still small voice, God said, I'm waiting on you!
It was such an epiphany! because, I said You're Right! And, it wasn't just me as he continued to reveal knowledge he's talking to all of us. He has already set things in order and yes, it is in his timing... REMEMBER, God is an all knowing God.
"He is waiting for us" - He is waiting for us to finally Get it.
Then we can download all that he has in plan for our lives. 
My spirit is just excited, I Love to hear from God. Thank you Jesus!
We are so extraordinary and great, beyond what we capable of believing about ourselves. When we learn to Listen. have Faith, Trust God, and when we finally, get it. The most wonderful things will start to be released.